sparkling therapy

we are definitely drifting apart. i'm actively taking myself out of the equation because it's not all of you that is the problem. it's me. so how can i be so selfish as to have the people i love and hold so dear be a part of the torture and the pain i put myself through. it's a conscious choice that i made. and something that i will have to live with.

therapy was good. and at the risk of being ridiculously obvious.. therapeutic! i think i needed that. someone not from our world to kind of read me. to sort of listen to what i am saying. i came in knowing what my problem were and left knowing exactly what i needed to do. a little lost than when i first walked in. my mind is in a mess and i think i told him alot of issues that might be a little bit too confusing for him. oh well, let's hope things get better by the next session.

sunday @ 1230! don't be late!