every long lost dream

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
- Rascal Flatts, God Bless the Broken Road

how amazing that a simple country song can touch my heart. can speak to me in so many levels. in ways i cannot even begin to comprehend. i long to feel like this. i long to feel the exact emotions that flows through the song. how amazing that must feel.

i know of 2 people who are so deeply in love it gives me hope but it makes me lose hope all at the same time. it's like there is only room for one couple to be so happy that it is almost impossble for me to attain it. but one thing remains though, phil and maxine really made me believe in love once again.

the funny thing is, maxine is just like me. she's like the girl i know i'll never be. the girl that is inside of me. it's amazing how alike we are in our ideals, our wants, our desires. well at least the real girl version of me is getting what her heart desires. i'm still awaiting for mine to happen. i suppose it's when i least expect it.

oh well, where are you my king? many new moons have passed but i have yet to even get a glimpse of who you are. hope guides me. until we meet my king. until we meet.