not now, at least not at the moment

waiting for that time to come. when we could share a moment together and the only thing that surrounds us is the cool breeze of the night. the only light shining down upon us is the pale gaze of the moon. and the dark sky littered with sparkling diamonds.

if only the man i have been searching for stands before me and whispers in my ear the things i'd long to hear. alas, i have to wait. for it is not written in the stars that i receive what my heart desires. not at the moment, at least not now. life's a bit of a mystery. when you feel like giving up completely on love, it shows you that it still does exist. that it is slowly infecting the people around you. and you begin to discover that if you let go a little bit, things will happen as it should. it's taking quite a while to reach me but i'm sure the moment will come.

my new found optimism somewhat surprises me. could it be that the love between phil and maxine is making me feel all blurry. but all is well. thus far at least.