weak-bodied

i've officially gone crazy.

my black-outs are getting worse than ever. last night i woke up to visit the loo and suddenly i found myself on the floor. i blacked out completely and fell to the floor, crashing into the bin, the fan, the chair.

my mom came to me and told me that i must eat because apparently grams been telling her that i haven't been eating. partly true. i mean, i don't eat at home. the food's too fatty.. but i eat when i'm out. like old chang kee! last night i drank mocha valencia and ate a cranberry scone. i managed to finish only 1/4 of a warm chocolate cake before i felt like puking! hah!

god give me strength to carry on. i'm just doing this until i get back to shape..