happy times ... or so..
i'm blogging from work. yes, i've embarked on something new and i began working last monday. it's not a difficult job. mainly administrative. it has been quite fun the past 2 weeks i've been here. met a very (contrary to many popular beliefs of gays & lesbians don't go together) friendly lesbian. hah! all in all, work at little art bug workshop has been pretty good.
my leg's doing better now. the stitches are out but the swelling just refuses to go down! i seriously need it to go down and back to normal. i hate wearing the all white pippi-long stocking socks underneath the leg brace. it's rather annoying and not to mention warm. physiotherapy sessions are always fun. tiring but fun. i've made friends with the therapists there and some of the patients. hah. i am the social butterfly you know!
anyways, missJ said something to me this morning of which i find rather odd. he said i looked good the last time he saw me. good looking for lack of a better and more appropriate word. and he was telling me that my face or my figure is not the elements preventing me from getting the guys i want. as i pinned my mobile to my ear, trying to listen attentively to what he had to say, my mind couldn't help but to wander off. i could not help it. he was not talking any sense to me. i mean if it was that easy and that my physical features were not my obstacles, then what is? why then am i not in a stunning relationship like phil and maxine? i'm not asking for much. just enough.
so i had an appointment with dr chinatown today. i crutched my way across two huge shopping centres because my brother dropped me off at the wrong mall! record time! i needed to get to him before he left for lunch at 1230 and lucky for me i arrived at 1225 and he was willing to see me. i was very apprehensive to set an appointment as i've eaten all my pills and for the last 3 weeks i have not been taking any pills and i have been eating. i mean i was hospitalized and had food stuffed into my mouth because i have to take my medication! and so i was afraid that i had put on weight and wasted my whole month's worth of struggling. alas, my fears were unjustified.
as he weighed me in just now, i looked away because i didn't want to disappoint myself. but my eyes betrayed me and i strayed to steal a glance. I HAD LOST EVEN MORE WEIGHT! exhilirated beyond words! i started off weighing in at 99.5kg and today i was 92.5kg. i had lost 7kg in about a month and a half! -beams from ear to ear- but i'm still not in the safe region. for my height, i needed to weigh at least 84kg. or at least that's what the chart shows. so, 8kg left to lose.
i've upgraded to panbesy 30mg from the 15mg. so i suppose i'll reach my ideal weight sooner. hmmm, i think i need to tone up my body. i'm losing weight very fast and well, my body ain't very tight anymore. i suppose i need to tone the upper body to have it look good. somehow i'm reminded of a phrase from E! entertainment's dr 90210, "i now look good in clothes but my god i want to look good out of clothes too!" hah. how true.
fingers crossed then. i'll start on my pills tomorrow morning! (:
my leg's doing better now. the stitches are out but the swelling just refuses to go down! i seriously need it to go down and back to normal. i hate wearing the all white pippi-long stocking socks underneath the leg brace. it's rather annoying and not to mention warm. physiotherapy sessions are always fun. tiring but fun. i've made friends with the therapists there and some of the patients. hah. i am the social butterfly you know!
anyways, missJ said something to me this morning of which i find rather odd. he said i looked good the last time he saw me. good looking for lack of a better and more appropriate word. and he was telling me that my face or my figure is not the elements preventing me from getting the guys i want. as i pinned my mobile to my ear, trying to listen attentively to what he had to say, my mind couldn't help but to wander off. i could not help it. he was not talking any sense to me. i mean if it was that easy and that my physical features were not my obstacles, then what is? why then am i not in a stunning relationship like phil and maxine? i'm not asking for much. just enough.
so i had an appointment with dr chinatown today. i crutched my way across two huge shopping centres because my brother dropped me off at the wrong mall! record time! i needed to get to him before he left for lunch at 1230 and lucky for me i arrived at 1225 and he was willing to see me. i was very apprehensive to set an appointment as i've eaten all my pills and for the last 3 weeks i have not been taking any pills and i have been eating. i mean i was hospitalized and had food stuffed into my mouth because i have to take my medication! and so i was afraid that i had put on weight and wasted my whole month's worth of struggling. alas, my fears were unjustified.
as he weighed me in just now, i looked away because i didn't want to disappoint myself. but my eyes betrayed me and i strayed to steal a glance. I HAD LOST EVEN MORE WEIGHT! exhilirated beyond words! i started off weighing in at 99.5kg and today i was 92.5kg. i had lost 7kg in about a month and a half! -beams from ear to ear- but i'm still not in the safe region. for my height, i needed to weigh at least 84kg. or at least that's what the chart shows. so, 8kg left to lose.
i've upgraded to panbesy 30mg from the 15mg. so i suppose i'll reach my ideal weight sooner. hmmm, i think i need to tone up my body. i'm losing weight very fast and well, my body ain't very tight anymore. i suppose i need to tone the upper body to have it look good. somehow i'm reminded of a phrase from E! entertainment's dr 90210, "i now look good in clothes but my god i want to look good out of clothes too!" hah. how true.
fingers crossed then. i'll start on my pills tomorrow morning! (:
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